Wassup y’ all. What I wrote this time is a part of myself I don’t like to share with anyone. It’s heartfelt. Only a few people know this side of me personally and, now you, my Jolie’s. It’s time to be free. Rock with me.
In a world like today’s, it’s hard for me to be me. I have to fight my insecurities almost every day to show the real me. Don’t get me wrong I’m a confident being, but I’m so used to hiding me to protect me. I grew tough skin, but I’m not used to it.
You get what I mean?
Nah like, I’ve always fought to be myself so, I learned to overcome it. But, I’m still sensitive so parts of me I hide because…..
vulnerability sometimes feels lonely.
You not understanding me.
How many people have I opened up to, cried to, just for them to throw it back in my face or to just leave? Vulnerability is my power, but sometimes it works against me. You feel me?
Everybody has insecurities, honey, that’s real. All you need to do is heal. Heal those little things that no one sees but you. Those things other insecure people put on you. Because….. you’re beautiful.
If you’ve been on my blog for a while, then you know I keep it real for all of us to heal. I’m aware of my flaws, but I love them all. Some days easier than most. But the trick is to stand tall. Trick your mind into believing that you’re the shit until it sticks. And baby that’s it.
Welcome to the real.
Jolie’s what I want you to take away from this blog is it’s okay to not feel pretty, it’s okay to fail, it’s okay to feel inadequate….. it’s normal. But what’s not okay is believing that shit. Feel it than heal it. Period.
With love always,
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